Am I religious? What does 'religious' exactly mean?
I believe in something. I've found myself praying to God when times have been really bad, whether He exists or not. I want there to be something.
It's hard to believe there's something, when things go wrong, and my prayers aren't answered.
At other times, when a ray of sunshine breaks through a cloud, when somebody does something incredibly kind, when something magical happens, I believe again.
To and fro.